Thursday, September 20, 2012

when i found myself hanging
from drywall nails and splintered wood

only in my wildest imaginations would you
be the one pulling me through sheet glass and lacerations

on to a bed of burnt out coals and ashes

maybe if we hide inside ourselves
everything will feel warm again

collector of instance

i am a collector of instance
i deal in contraband moments and places and times
my days are spent hiding sunlight in armoires and dust beneath sand

i can never quite close the doors fast enough;
constructing dioramas of Atlantis at high tide
while color escapes cracks in the lighthouse walls

i am the demon who left the fruit in the box for Pandora to find

i search for vessels:
glass, wicker, plastic
to hide things which yearn to be opened
so strongly they refuse to close
and go on to vanish in a collision of symbols and sound

each moment a raindrop becoming a hailstone
plummeting with bent heads and prayers for snow
as piety rushes outward with a dull hiss.

once in a long lifetime things start to blur
as the Colombia collides with the Hindenburg
and a hurricane hits Appomattox
and i'm suddenly left with an attic
full of tightly sealed emptiness